Pleasing Yourself

Here is a group for anyone who likes self pleasure. Some like to do it daily or more often whilst others like to save it up to make it more special. We can say what pleases us, be it simple tranquility, the sensuous touch or a full blown orgasm. And we can say how we can do it, by ourselves or with others, in private or being watched.

Addicted to Masturbation

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Hello,
I am totally addicted to masturbation, always have been, since I learned to play with myself I have almost played withmyself everysingle day of my life. I am a very responsive masturbator, I love ot make it last as long as possible, I love edging.
I use toys in my butt and have a cock sleeve I use once in awhile, and I also absolutely love nipple play.
A few years ago while on a business trip, I met an older man at the bar. We started chatting as we were both alone in the hotel. Eventually we had a few drinks and he told me that he was a part time massage therapist. After awhile he offered to give me a massage if I was interested as I told him I had never had a professional massage from anyone.
So at the end of the evening he asked again, and by then I was a little tipsy and curious so I said sure lets do it.
We went up to his room and he had me take a hot shower while he got the room ready for a massage. While I was in the shower, and I didnt know, he took my clothing, shorts and a t shirt and locked them inhis room safe. When I exited the shower wrapped in towel I didnt notice he did that.
He had me lay on the bed and proceeded to give me a really awesome massage. During the massage I felt him getting a little more bolder and getting close to my ass and cock with his strokes. I was nervous about this but didnt resist until he actually touched me on my crack. I was never bi nor did I ever do anything like that before. I tried to stop him, but he held me down and proceeded to be more aggressive in his sexual touching. He started talking to me and told me he "knew" what I needed and that he "knew" I was submissive, that he would teach me.
I wanted to leave at that point and he then filld me in that I would have to leave naked becasue he had my clothes.
I was in a panic now, wondering what I got myself into, but I noticed I was also hard as a rock.
He told me if I listened to him, I would ultimately enjoy the experience and he would eventually give me my clothes back.
I felt like I had no choice so I followed his instructions. He had me stand in front of him while he inspected and touched my body everywhere. He then had me lay over his lap and he proceeded to spank me. I was freaked by this, but he told me I had to do it.
After a while of spanking and rubbing my ass he had me lay on the bed and he proceeded to play with my nipples (which I never did before) and stroke me. He kept bringing e to the edge of orgasm over and over again for close to two hours. I was literally in a euphoric erotic state, I wanted to cu so badly and he wouldnt let me.
Finally after several hours he let me cum and it was the most intense orgasm I ever had.
Afterwards he told me that I would be his boytoy and I was spending the night, He would give me my clothes back in the morning.
That night we slept nude and he cuddled against me al night holding me in bed. He did not try anything other than touching me and kissing my neck.
In the morning he ordered room service and had me stay in bed naked (under the covers) while the food was delivered. After we ate it was more of the same thing. Except no massage. Now I was being "trained" to be his boy. He had me stand in the room naked, touched me, had me pleasure him with my hands and myself. He spanked me again and once again edged me for hours this time adding some anal touching and fingering. He kept me from coming for over 5 hours that day, I was in constant arousal. Until he finally allowed me to cum.
He still did not give me my clothing. Eventually though I submitted, I realized I was meant to be submissive in a limited way. He never pushed any other sex or oral on me and I was greatful for that.
I ended up spending the entire week trip with him in between work stuff. I was naked the entire time I was with him. He even had me saty naked and exposed one time when room service brought us lunch. That was a hoot to se the expression on the servers face. He didnt seem to mind though and took his time dropping off the food.
Since then we keep in touch by email and he sends me instructions of things to do and I follow them. Its a unique relationship.
So now I really enjoy being with older and more dominant older men. And I EDGE everytime I masturbate.
Hope you enjoyed reading about my experience.

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