ShyDoingThis

About ShyDoingThis

I'm so shy and embarrassed about being on here I dont know what to write but I'll try now.
My husband cant have sex anymore owing to surgery, but he appreciates I still have sexual needs. I found this website during a dating search and decided I would join and just look, nothing more for the moment. My husband doesent know I'm on here and I'm feeling guilty about that.
I've never used sex toys until just recently as I've always been satisfied by my husband. I now find vibrators exciting and gives me an orgasm, but it's not the same as the real thing, which is what I miss so much. I love being kissed and fondled and the closeness of being naked in the arms of a man.
Before I was married, I had a wonderful time in a bi relationship with a female work colleague, so thats why I've placed myself in the bisexual category.
I have social media but I'm not going to give those details out freely and I'm far too shy to cam with you.
I havent had sex properly for a long time and I'm nervous about being with another man if I met one. I feel so guilty about being on a swingers website when my husband cant satisfy me and it's not his fault.
If I receive too much criticism about it I will delete this account as I'm sure there will be some who say I shouldn't be here and to be faithful to my husband.
I have to live with my conscience if I stray, but just chatting would be a start.
I'm not looking for a "sugar daddy" and dont have any intentions of being a "kept woman". I dont want your financial support. Also I'm not looking for friends without getting to know you first.
Now I've written this, I should feel better, but I feel even more guilty than before I started writing.
I've just posted my #7 blog.

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