Shy in water...

I'm an extremely (really really extremely!) shy guy in my daily life... But when i'm online, where it's almost impossible to meet someone i know in person, i start to feel the huge NEED (and the fear!) to be naked. This usually happens when in my beloved bathtub, where i usually enter wearing one or two swimsuits. I love breatholding, but the long apneas make me extremely excited. This embarasses me a lot, but i have to confess that when in that situation and broadcasting in webcam (videochat rooms or skype) i suddenly (and violently, too) take off my swimsuit(s) and start shaking and trembling both for the embarass and the excitement. And this makes me really hard: the more "uncomfort", the more hard. And i also start wildly and embarassingly to masturbate 'till cum, especially if i can see there are women watching (i'm strictly straight, even if i showed of in front of everyone).
Ok, i know it's weird and maybe even stupid, but... Idk... i HAD to confess this. Especially in a group named like this.
If i offended or disturbed someone by confessing all of this, I apologize in advance. Everyone else is welcome, if reply...

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